Maxigumee

Wow. This week totally sucked. Not only did the Bush guy win…. but it seems that my little being-depressed-in-the-winter thing is back. Ugh. It’s….so….daaaark. The OC is cool. I’m depressed.

My mind has been so muddy lately. Like, seriously. My brain is like, not working. I had two tests today, both of which I’m pretty confident that I failed. On the first one (the Spanish one) I left an entire section blank. I really suck at Spanish. A lot. And then…. I pretty much sucked on my Physics test, too. It’s been almost three months in school and STILL. I have absolutely NO IDEA what is going in this class. It took me the entire period to finish the test and I still guessed for three of the problems. When I handed the test in at the end of the period, my teacher informed me that she had informed the entire class that we HAD TO SHOW OUR WORK on the test! I totally didn’t hear that. I had to stay into my precious study hall period to figure out however the heck I ended up with the answers I got and show the work for them.

I spent three of my study hall periods today (well, at least I have three study halls, that’s not too depressing) drawing more little cartoon thingies. I probably should have been studying for the physics test or doing homework…… but my brain just DOESN’T WANT TO DO THAT. I tried studying for the physics and I just kept staring blankly at the notebook. Anyway. So I drew more pictures (seen at the top of this entry). If anybody looks into my history binder now, they’re going to think I’m seriously disturbed.

So, right now I just want to curl up into a ball, crawl into a hole, eat tons of junk food, and watch TV until my eyes fall out the back of my head.