Maxigumee

So. Today was the last day of school. I’m mixed with a bunch of feelings right now, two of them being anxiety and relief. I’m relieved that school is finally over. I’m anxious about what to do. All school year, I’ve had something I needed to do. And then instead of doing what I needed to do, I just did something else. Now that I have nothing to do, anything else I do seems like a waste of time. If I watch a movie, it’s just for entertainment, not to take me away from the terrible thoughts of school.

Speaking of school and stuff, I’m also extremely anxious to get my grades back to find out whether our not a failed horribly on the chemistry exam. That exam was the kind of exam that you don’t really know whether you did well on or just really, really, badly. I’m guessing badly. Not only did the questions confuse me, I was also in one of the nastiest, stinkiest, dustiest rooms to take an exam in. This was not good for allergies. I was foggy headed and covered in snot. It wasn’t very pleasant.

Hopefully I did okay on the exam. I did talk over one of the questions with my friend and turns out…. I got it wrong! Hm. Hopefully I didn’t do that badly on the rest of the exam.

Then there’s also history, Spanish, and literature to worry about. I got the grade for my geometry exam today. 70. Considering that that was the one exam that I felt I did really, really well on, that’s not a good sign for the other exams that I thought I just did really, really okay on. Then chemistry which I felt I did really, really less than okay on.

Eeeek! I don’t know whether to hope to get the grades soon so that I can be rid of this anxiety or to hope that the grades never come so I don’t have to find out if I failed or not! Eeeeeeek!

Anyway- School’s out! Boo-yah!